So cose yet so far away

Everyday, it seems like the big picture is 'so close yet so far away'. It seems kinda like summer vacation is 14 months away. You have to figure out what you want to do on vacation, yet you have to do all the work, for vacation, for 14 months. Then you get to have little tastes, every once in a while, a long weekend here, a whole week there, tons of practice, learning, researching, working, downsizing, reading other peoples adventures, learning, selling stuff, researching, working, checking out different kinds of boats, pricing, getting rid of stuff, working, checking out boats for sale, researching, learning, wow, it seems like it will never come. We have all kinds of ideas of the things we want to do, places we want to go, things we want to experience, adventures we want to have, the alone time with my husband, the ideas, the adventures, the unknown,,,